over

So apparently it's over... for now anyways. I don't think I've ever had to do something this hard. I don't think I've cried this many times in one day. I'm definitely gonna miss him. It's so weird not having him around...it's only been one day and i miss him so much and i can't imagine what things will be like without him. He's what I'd always look forward to...Its gonna be tough, but ill get over it. It'll take time, but hopefully it's all for the better. it's what needed to happen, so I'm glad it did. I still love you princess, I always have. I'm sorry for everything that went wrong.

Finally

during the time of the elite competition, we did this photo shoot...the picture only FINALLY came out and i wanted to share it with you all, even though you can hardly see us. Me, kit, and Joe are all in this pic...Joe is the one lying down, Kit is the one with the trumpet, and im the one offering the flowers to the "venus"..hope you like it as much as i do:P...oh and there should be another one coming out...can't wait! when it comes out ill post it here